Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Some people don't realize
that no they're not gonna do some things. They seem to expect something from you. Why can't they just fix their lives!
I guess I don't curse so I look good.
I did bring it up but not directly against anyone. I was just trying to be funny but went through long gestation periods of not not doing it.
The world isn't all positive.
And most people curse!
QUIT, YOU, MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF A BUNCH OF WORDS! WHEN SOMEONE THINKS OF IT WHO DOESN'T CURSE MUCH!
QUIT, YOU, MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF A BUNCH OF WORDS! WHEN SOMEONE THINKS OF IT WHO DOESN'T CURSE MUCH!
It's not cool
well, must be obvious, ...
For me, growing up on the east coast, life is about what you mean and what you're trying to say ... NOTHING about how well it's literally o-kay but inherently otherwise all wrong.
For me, growing up on the east coast, life is about what you mean and what you're trying to say ... NOTHING about how well it's literally o-kay but inherently otherwise all wrong.
I'm not some weirdo.
I think if I did something hard to do right that I deserve respect, not just figuring things wrong about it to stimulate me into submission nor veneration. I mean like saying things like, did I really mean it and how it's unnecessary and therefore it's complicated.
I think I deserve
to be respectable. I don't keep hashing out this and that like a prissy schoolgirl.
Wow, I wonder whose fault this is.
Wow, I wonder whose fault this is.
Quit suggesting things to me.
Wow, this must be a lot of fun. I wonder why I did something wrong. I guess I'm not the only one!
Ugh! Quit picking on my family, you...
Quit acting like I did something wrong. As if you don't know what's going on.
People think it's okay
to be mean to privileged people who either have health problems or who aren't all "white.."
I don't really do that.
But I could change.
I don't use facts to blame others who are having problems!!!!
I don't use facts to blame others who are having problems!!!!
Some people are too hooked on things, literally.
That means they're hiding something and doing something wrong.
I don't do things just because of any feeling.
There are usually conflicting things. I'll say something if it goes and it's alright.
I can't believe how much trouble I'm in over nothing. There are loads of people who do what I've done and who do it more. In fact, I've never slipped.
I can't believe how much trouble I'm in over nothing. There are loads of people who do what I've done and who do it more. In fact, I've never slipped.
Things
I don't believe in doing something someone doesn't like so much when something goes wrong with them.
Also, with the "n" word thing, supposedly it was okay before I did it but not after.
Also, with the "n" word thing, supposedly it was okay before I did it but not after.
You know, "there's nothing to be afraid of."
Better be careful. I wonder what did it, what made things not right? I think I know, somehow.
That just says that doing bad things is unnecessary because no one really wants to do that. I just can't believe some people, though. They wait until they're out of the classroom to learn to make others feel good|okay.
That just says that doing bad things is unnecessary because no one really wants to do that. I just can't believe some people, though. They wait until they're out of the classroom to learn to make others feel good|okay.
Some people think nothing is important.
They say they can't hold it in if someone does something they don't approve of.
Ground 1
Yes, everything matters...
Things are supposed to be inherently easy. You can't confuse someone or do something wrong to them and then get mad if something "doesn't go right|your way."
Things are supposed to be inherently easy. You can't confuse someone or do something wrong to them and then get mad if something "doesn't go right|your way."
I guess they're just jealous.
Of the intelligence from hard work or whatever and respect for doing all the right things.
People are mean to me
and not others. Also, they're harsh with me when I did nothing wrong and am feeling bad.
As long as everyone's happy is the point.
Some people have urgent issues, unless they're republican or right-winged.
I think people just see
things as all needing to be something plain. Like, they want it basic and attractive in that way way too much. It makes some sense, but I can appreciate things that aren't like that. I think the goal is to be multi-talented, but also it's a big goal to have a certain personality.
I'm not raw in regards to it.
Like, people think that Hollywood isn't necessarily perfect and you should treat it like a recital or something ... and that any comment you make is a suggestion in the wrong direction. I fail to see how anyone says anything totally positive that's interesting.
Lots of people think like I do.
Why pick on me?
I suppose it could serve a purpose, something in Hollywood. People are starting to think it's the audience's fault if a star doesn't like themselves, but that's selling it short.
I suppose it could serve a purpose, something in Hollywood. People are starting to think it's the audience's fault if a star doesn't like themselves, but that's selling it short.
Obviously, some people still find
certain things interesting enough that no one notices them getting bored.
I find things interesting, too!
I find things interesting, too!
Something Else I Don't Do
I don't treat like Hollywood like a sideshow. I don't feel that I'm the person putting on that show. It wasn't my decision, but it'll deal with itself. Why can't people just see that? They think I'm just trash and nothing physical.
I don't see the success stories
in living point blank at everything.
I mean, supposedly everything I say suggests something inappropriate. I don't know how to trust that because of the "n" word thing. People who don't know what they're doing try to command over me however they can manage.
Like, they think saying something good suggests something else bad, like consistently.
I mean, supposedly everything I say suggests something inappropriate. I don't know how to trust that because of the "n" word thing. People who don't know what they're doing try to command over me however they can manage.
Like, they think saying something good suggests something else bad, like consistently.
So, this is, basically, all based off of the idea that
if you've already witnessed a lot of pleasure it's an insult to bring it up, any sort of pleasure at all? Where did that come from? I kinda don't get it. Wait, I kinda do, now.
Pretty much, though, people are making fun of me. It seems as though they were allowed to do and be whoever they wanted growing up as kids. I've been making my own decisions more lately, so a lot of things that other people must have done are new to me. It's strange to think others have done things I did only starting at this age, things like looking more European in different ways...that are hard to describe. I dunno, like more strength in my European features.
Pretty much, though, people are making fun of me. It seems as though they were allowed to do and be whoever they wanted growing up as kids. I've been making my own decisions more lately, so a lot of things that other people must have done are new to me. It's strange to think others have done things I did only starting at this age, things like looking more European in different ways...that are hard to describe. I dunno, like more strength in my European features.
Some people wouldn't have realized
that I mean like people treat me differently in how I'm worth, like nothing exists anymore. Like, black people seem crude with me rather than respectful. I've put them under my "e-race-er."
Other than that, I've suffered a more simplistic life with people and our relationships, like strangers. I have some things more together, naturally, which had been a long-time goal of mine ruined by not first the hurricane but by my thinking my life was an experiment where I had to pay attention to the messages I got, which was fun and a learning experience. I know it doesn't have to be real because I even thought that car license plates always were coincidences! I didn't like that. I've seen things... I knew it, though, I wasn't tricked.
So, like, yea...
Other than that, I've suffered a more simplistic life with people and our relationships, like strangers. I have some things more together, naturally, which had been a long-time goal of mine ruined by not first the hurricane but by my thinking my life was an experiment where I had to pay attention to the messages I got, which was fun and a learning experience. I know it doesn't have to be real because I even thought that car license plates always were coincidences! I didn't like that. I've seen things... I knew it, though, I wasn't tricked.
So, like, yea...
I don't feel too affected by it.
I'm not the one who's onto it like a skunk.
I'm used to it, in a way, and people are nicer to me, now. Like, they don't linger on something stupid, which is not fun in Orlando because people here get all in your beeswax.
I pretty much have it together. It's benefited me, but I wish it never happened. I was going along a good path. Now, I have to worry about death, though. I really wanted to be a movie star. I can't believe I was ratted. People make a big deal if I get mad, but there's always a reason. It's not like something came up and I went on about something. I guess, I imagine, if I play my cards right, I can go out into the world, bit by bit. Nothing bad should really happen. No one's hunting me down, now...
I'm used to it, in a way, and people are nicer to me, now. Like, they don't linger on something stupid, which is not fun in Orlando because people here get all in your beeswax.
I pretty much have it together. It's benefited me, but I wish it never happened. I was going along a good path. Now, I have to worry about death, though. I really wanted to be a movie star. I can't believe I was ratted. People make a big deal if I get mad, but there's always a reason. It's not like something came up and I went on about something. I guess, I imagine, if I play my cards right, I can go out into the world, bit by bit. Nothing bad should really happen. No one's hunting me down, now...
I guess
just pretty much that everyone has changed because of the "n" word thing. I can't believe people think I'm actually guilty, but I'm not the one who publicized and made a big deal of it.
It's ... er ... funny that people are so nice to me, too, maybe like they have to do it on purpose or else they won't be.
Pretty much, the basic things that mattered just seem different. No one really cares about the issue, neither. They just want it to be their for their convenience like to wipe their ass.
It's ... er ... funny that people are so nice to me, too, maybe like they have to do it on purpose or else they won't be.
Pretty much, the basic things that mattered just seem different. No one really cares about the issue, neither. They just want it to be their for their convenience like to wipe their ass.
I guess I can't be a lazy writer.
I guess you have to explain everything unusual. You can't just leave it to guess. I guess some people like that, but you can't just do that all the time.
I'm pretty sure I know what's going on.
I guess people like to do things and not discuss them.
Sometimes, people say outlandish things. Like, they might say, "I don't like that ice cream." It doesn't mean they think the joint is trash. It means they don't like that kind of ice cream or they don't need it. You don't have to know that to accept the statement. This person doesn't mean any harm to the creator. This person just feels like, for some reason, someone wants them to say something, about the ice cream. That's the mystery. Should this person lie? Does the other person simply want to be brutally honest?
There are some things you're not supposed to say. Like, you're not really supposed to say, "No, I don't like you." Then, you judge the situation and see what the person means, if they're trying to trick you! Maybe, they're just playing around. You might not want them to get away with the joke...
Enough of that. If someone is not even hurt, they will still be defended by others. It's best not to play around. It's true, even if you don't play around, people will run to your defense and probably hurt the other person.
I've been thinking things are okay, but instead a lot of bad things happened. Still, it seemed everything happened for a reason.
People have been making a big deal out of just me, and I was just trying to fit in. Sometimes, I don't think about some things, and other times some things seem appropriate. I'm thinking about things more now, unless I really didn't mean something I typed, which has happened several times. So, now, I'm wondering about when some things seem appropriate.
People still enjoy whipping just me for saying things that are not really meant to be cruel and in cases not decided by me to be appropriate as what's to say. I just have to tell people I don't trust them, really.
I think I've given up the very risqué things.
...Meh.
*grumble*
Sometimes, people say outlandish things. Like, they might say, "I don't like that ice cream." It doesn't mean they think the joint is trash. It means they don't like that kind of ice cream or they don't need it. You don't have to know that to accept the statement. This person doesn't mean any harm to the creator. This person just feels like, for some reason, someone wants them to say something, about the ice cream. That's the mystery. Should this person lie? Does the other person simply want to be brutally honest?
There are some things you're not supposed to say. Like, you're not really supposed to say, "No, I don't like you." Then, you judge the situation and see what the person means, if they're trying to trick you! Maybe, they're just playing around. You might not want them to get away with the joke...
Enough of that. If someone is not even hurt, they will still be defended by others. It's best not to play around. It's true, even if you don't play around, people will run to your defense and probably hurt the other person.
I've been thinking things are okay, but instead a lot of bad things happened. Still, it seemed everything happened for a reason.
People have been making a big deal out of just me, and I was just trying to fit in. Sometimes, I don't think about some things, and other times some things seem appropriate. I'm thinking about things more now, unless I really didn't mean something I typed, which has happened several times. So, now, I'm wondering about when some things seem appropriate.
People still enjoy whipping just me for saying things that are not really meant to be cruel and in cases not decided by me to be appropriate as what's to say. I just have to tell people I don't trust them, really.
I think I've given up the very risqué things.
...Meh.
*grumble*
I just figured out what age group "Twilight" was.
It's for people who are young adults because why would you always read about older people or people your own age?
People question my authority in matters.
They wonder if I'm disrespectful. I get annoyed at people who do outlandish things to get attention.
Like, they act like they're your parents punishing you. Something else has to say it, too.
Well, they respect certain things that they did wrong and act like it's something everyone can do. They don't really regret it, though. They use it as a weapon, which can be a vulnerable issue for people of other races.
Like, they act like they're your parents punishing you. Something else has to say it, too.
Well, they respect certain things that they did wrong and act like it's something everyone can do. They don't really regret it, though. They use it as a weapon, which can be a vulnerable issue for people of other races.
MySpace
I added a link to a new website that so far has a link to a website of some old accounts, a lot of my blogs and a YouTube.
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