So, this is, basically, all based off of the idea that

if you've already witnessed a lot of pleasure it's an insult to bring it up, any sort of pleasure at all?  Where did that come from?  I kinda don't get it.  Wait, I kinda do, now.

Pretty much, though, people are making fun of me.  It seems as though they were allowed to do and be whoever they wanted growing up as kids.  I've been making my own decisions more lately, so a lot of things that other people must have done are new to me.  It's strange to think others have done things I did only starting at this age, things like looking more European in different ways...that are hard to describe.  I dunno, like more strength in my European features.